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Im becoming more & more lazyyyy to update . Err, well not really . just that, I hardly had time for blogging . busywoman uhh x] .
so anyway, nothing much had happened . just that, ummm ..... school had been quite, ____ for me ? Im so really fedup w my ownself ): I just cant stop falling asleep during lsn . its getting too often already . I must stop this y'knowwww! damn it .

Uhh . anyhoooos, many have said/thought/heard of Monday Blues ? but mine, instead of Mondays, its Tuesdays . it have always been . why eh ? irritating maynn . idk why but I'll find myself extremely 'not myself ' or shld I say, rather quiet in cls . throughout e whole day in cls, I'll be so shhhhhhh ..
plus today, FUCK today k ?

Firstly, Ive been, actually, Quite attentive in cls . I think . came Eng, I guess we did nothing . Mdm Ros were just marking our work . eh ? then I think we'd nothing to do . those who hadnt finished e summary, went to do it . everyone else were doing their own stuff. & like, noone talk to me or something ):
so then, I laid my head on e table . & there I go, zzzzzz till e lsn ends .. Noone woke me up though ! stress jgk kdg2 -.-

thenthen, e most pressuring part was when we're doing e poa test . like shit, Im telling you . Idk why Im like suddenly forget everything that's being taught about e topic . thus, Im left w no idea on how to do . look left & right . both papers at e very least, had something written on them. Mine ? just my name, cls & date . how pathetic tt is ? then, I peeped at Irfan's paper . sorry yeahh .. then I sadin2 write something on my paper . then I somehow figured out how to do . sekali, otak blank again . so I like look around e cls . everyong was doing . those who dnt knw, did asked others . they got their answers . I wanted to ask . but I dont really felt good about it . so I kept mum . I really didnt finish e test . e 2nd page, an ABSOLUTE BLANK . great eh ? I felt so pressured . then I laid my head on e table, felt like bursting into tears sehh . idk why eh . & err .... k, nothing . e test ends, I told myself, ' Sofia, you're sucha ....... fool ! '

sad ah saaaaaaaaaaad . damn it .

aft sch had remedials . end pretty late, supposedly 0330 . but I finished up my everything at ard 0345 . bahalol . went straight to tamp library to meet Elmyrah & Atikah . reached, saw Shafiq . & I was thinking, wth is he doing here ? Hmm . took another step closer, saw e rest . Elmyrah, Atikah, Fizah, Shafiq & Atong . Wahaha ?
tu tkpe . I thought, it'll be only just e 3 of us ( me plus El & Ika ) . whats w e rest of them ? but nehmind, I kept my mouth shut . Elmyrah wanted to eat . ahhhh .. nehmind uh, long story . too annoying . too irritating . too sickening . too frustrating !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too, saddening . so tkpa tkpa tkpa ehhhhh . haaaiy, sedih uh eh .

blablabla happened . didnt get to meet Fiqqy♥ ah today ))): Sigh . nehmindnehmind . wont die kn kn kn ! hehhh ...

Anyway, Im done w e grandmother story .......

respect me & I'll respect you . I know in your thinking, Im like this Im like that . but have you ever thought about my feelings ? how am I supposed to equalise everything ? have you ? I tried . but everytime I tried, there's always something shitty bound to happen. So I guess, I shall not try it anymore . I felt unrespected & like ..... being treated like a ......... AS IF Im someone who have already forgotten about e long-time ones & more to e new-time ones . Eh ? Hah . come on lh sahabats . I have feelings . if you think I only care about my own feelings my ownself & not cared about any of you guys . pkir ah seribu kali . ade kwn cm tkde kwn ah kdg2 aku tgk . sorry ahhh . thousand of apologies if you think Im being to .... whatever you think .
Haiyx ):

Friends come & go . None stayed . true friends ? I need one, show me one . Just ONE would be enough . Hah .... come to think of it, Friends ? hah .. tickles me ~

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