go away please . its hard for me . ✍
Friday, May 1, 2009
I couldnt care less anymore about you . Ive done my part as being a super nice person, trying to get things back in place . but you're e one who just doesnt seem to be into it . much less, wna be on good terms or whatever .
Im telling you . Im letting it go .
In my opinion, this is what Ive thought .
you might have told them about e text . & eventually, they'll say, " Ahhh kn ! dh agk dh nnt die yg akan gitu gini gitu gini ngn kau alek . tkpe , tk yah reply dulu "
otherwise, you might really didnt have e heart to even reply at all . IDK . I may be wrong . then prove it to me uh ? I wouldnt want e 9 yrs bond to go down e drain just like that . sungguh, sayang & wasted . Or yeap, maybe you just doesnt value it . so, theres nothing more I could say . Just to wait & see what you'll do next .
& in another matter, I just cant seem to let go of it still . I know, it has been some time already .but thanks to those who made it came back .you've made me be stucked all over again . it keeps on appearing in my mind . It really disturbs me a lot . how I wish I cld stop you guys from reminding me again . but oh well, I just didnt seem to be able to .thats e weakest part . belah lh alamak . ' imy ', will never stop . wonder till when it'll last -.-" & now that you're 'here', whatever Im thinking, imagining, it wont be happening . I know . face e reality bondy . & move on ahead . :] I doubt I could pretty pathetic :]
BUT, sometimes Im wondering . Why cant you just .......................................................................... ?? It'll be easy for me then . wish ah kau bond, wish . Haix .
while in another thing, as e matter of fact . since today is e 30th . happy 10th terlepas to kikiki .
tomorrow, no school . Gerekk . but sadly, exams are next week . & I really hafta studyyyy reaaaaaal hard . Ohh come on Sofia, you can do it =)
& happy birthday to anybody who's birthday falls on today . Ok, tade link uh bobal .
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺