thou Everything's seemed to be confirmed & plus its already okay, I still have doubts with it . Thus, its making me all confused & frustrated, thinking about it . Coz if I were to just heck care about it, it'll do me no good at all . Coz, indeed something will surely hurt me so bad & make me totally lost . Im scared to think of e past, present & e future . Im really confused . I need a superb confirmation . will I then feel relieved & happy all over again . God, please help me ):
Yeap, met up w Hanis today . spent some time w her . went to downtown saje2 . had our double chocolate . then proceeded to meet Dhan at his chalet . Uhh, what a Thing to happen . Patience Hanis, Patience . I can see that you're totally sad . but c'mon, life has to go on right ? Cheer up honey . Let's just wait & see what happens next alryte .
Up next, Aqib & e rest planned to go arab st to celebrate this someone birthday . Cey, surprise seyh . Ha Ha :) ~ well, it was a last minute thing for me to know . they ajak, so okay I went to followed . had fun thou . Hahaha ~ okay, not really that fun . but Fun lh .. Ohh, wth ~ so anyway, reached home at ard 0930 .
As today I was feeling all fucked up due to something, but I didnt show my fuckupness thou . Yes, I put on a happy smile infront of everyone . like this :)))) . but yes indeed, otw we're going anywhr, my mind kept thinking about tht matter . its really stressing me up like hell mayn . but maybe Im wrong . Huh, dp prove me Wrong . & I'll be happppyyyyyyyyy-er . Urgh, I really cant stop thinking about it dey ~ how lei .. ? Hah, pntt lh eyk =/ bleeeeeeeeaaaahhh ~
Gosh, I need bontot right now . I really do . We've gotta talk about it . Like, really .
ahhh, pntt pntt pntt !! cm musibatu lei ...~
whats more, we're now in a not so good condition . why nta ~ mad at me coz of ytd ? if it is, then Im so Sorry lor ~): Haiyaaak ! call me tmr ! ):
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺
