Im bored to death . & Ive got nothing else to do . besides playing e lappy ............
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Gosh dude, you're like driving me crazy like really .
Ive thought bout lotsa things concerning you . Over what has been happening for e past few days . Where were you ? Why didnt you inform me you're back ? Days before, you were so good . So okay . So fine . I felt happy . I felt superb . I felt nice about it .
But whatever that has happened, it made me think . It really does . Like Ive said, Ive been thinking lotsa things about you . be it negative or positive . It both includes .
Yes, I admit Im yearning to see you . but what can I do ? But I just have to wait . till e right time strikes . but when it does, you're hiding yourself . Idk . Maybe I got it all wrong about you . Im really sorry then . But to me, you're like running away . At e very least, just some nice goodbyes from you, will really do, love . I mean it . but not this way . Its hurting me . heard from e others, they too, didnt managed to cntct you . Whats more, even My msgs you didnt reply or whtsoever . On that day, you did replied, but its was just like, I normally say, entertaining me [?] Are you ? I want to cry . but there's no more tears left . Coz, Im tired of crying . I really do . Tired of all your surprises . Sigh .
I guess, I missed & loved you way too much till Im so blind to see e reality that you're nvr going to be mine . I get that . But ending it this way [?] For reaaaal ? I am still here, if you want to say something . Just say it .You've got anything to confess ? make it fast .Dont make me wait like a fool . You're leaving me without any assurance . Its really hard on me . Dont let me think of stuffs that is not going to happen btwn us. Who am I to you ? What am I for you all this while heh ?
I thought bout this & that, it really worries me lots . So please c'mon . FOUR bloody more days uh eh . Im waiting . If you still hadnt give a shit about it , thats it . Im giving up . on you . forever . Period . Really, thats it then .
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A friend who calls herself a true friend . Is indeed not really one . C'mon, we're just a few blocks away, few numbers away . few distance away . Arent you free at any point of time ? Or you're just too busy dealing w your school friends or just yourself ? It has been days dearest . So please, Im not asking much . just make time for us . Coz you know, we missed you . we missed your silly jokes, pantat . ahaa, kate kwn dh nk msk 9 tahun ? lol . sentimental lh pulakk ehh .. Hmm , alaa ... lincaaaaaaah ah Khairiaaaah .~
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺
