I dont know if its too early for me to say this . but whatever Im feeling for e past few days & esp today, it really made me think .
What, you have other girl w you now ? Are you avoiding me now ? Or, other reasons maybe ? whenever you called me, we talked . I felt so heaven . I felt so happy . just hearing that voice of yours, wld make me feel extremely delighted . & even when you text me , I wld feel very much grateful .. But, I hate it when you text me, in such a way that really made me think that you're just entertaining me . You know ? I felt so stupid at times . you know, I love you . Yes, I do . I dont know bout you . Coz if you do, if you had really loved me, missed me just like how much I missed you, you wld have made an effort to meet me or something since you've booked out from camp alrd . days before, yeah, you said wait till you've booked out, we shall meet & so on & so forth . Ive been waiting for this day . e day whereby I wld meet you . Im so gna hug you very much tight . Coz baby, Im missing you too much alrd . But, you did none of those . you didnt even call me, text me . on e day you've booked out, you didnt even inform me that you're back ! not until I texted you first . moreover, e way you replied was like, reallyreaallyyyy were just entertaining me ! have you got no feelings for me anymore at all ? If yes, I fucking beg you to just tell me e truth . So that I can move on w my life pretty good ltr on . w having you being an obstacle for me to do so . its very hard for me . I can never be able to get over it . Baby, you've made it so fcuking hard for me . I doubt you knew how I felt about you . Yes, I know shits has always been happening to us . but at times when we're able to meet or whtvr, there's always be smth that is preventing us to do so . e cause of e problem is You baby . Exactly, you . Im not blaming you for e whole cause . but you were mainly part of e reason why . Baby, I really missed you . I missed your touch . I missed your kiss . most of all, I miss your hugs . I really do honey . but what to do, you yourself didnt care that much about me either right ? You've hurt me so bad baby . I love you so much that Ive gotten myself hurt soooo bloody damn much right now . Thanks for everything baby . Once again, I really beg you, if you are really avoiding me . dont even wish to meet me, contact me or wht so ever, please say it to my face . Please baby I beg you .
do tell me . So I wont get so stucked up like this . I doubt you'll be there w me in 6 days time . Forget it then . Uhhh, Im feeling so hopeless . I wont do anything much more, until you take e first move . Ohhhh, what a life . so many hurdles . saba aje laaaaaaa ~ )':
Oh, & yes indeed . Im talking about them . Haaaa . ceywah, ade jgk supporter seyh . baek ehhh . hehhh :]
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺