Awh . this will take time for it to be gone forever ):
I do feel Awfully shameful . & its Awfully pathetic . Yes, I didnt expect it to happen . neither do I want it . I shouldnt have getta know him in e first place, if I knew these wld happen . But I dont blame him or e others . I cldnt accept e fact tht my family cant accept him . but yea okay, we jolly well know why . Im blaming nobody . Im very sorry about ytd . I really do . I shldnt have met you ): ever since that day, we didnt meet at all . so I thought, meeting you ytd wld be just nice . as e day after you'll be off for ns. but den cockup . we met for only a short period of time . Im sorry to get you into trouble time & again . To make you feel what you're feeling now . everything that has happened is tryna tell me to forget about you . & that applies to you too . Yeah, I hardly cld . but I'll try . Now that you're away, do takecare . missing you, I cant deny . I dont know why it is so hard for me to just get over everything . too much great memories to be kept . heh . but really, I'll try . I'll move on . & so do you . I know you cld . hurt you ? Im really sorry =/ & yes Sis, I get your point :) I'll try . pretty soon I'll be okay & wont be hurting your brother much more or even anymore . Im sorry .I appreciate everything that he has done for me . Thank you very much . He has been one very great friend , indeed . takecare love .
Alryte, that's it .
Umm . Happy 15th Birthday to dearest Leymonny . I hope you like e present Imah, Wan & Me gave you . most of all, e Lemons :) since tmr is e 13th, Happy 15th Birthday to Gulshan . May you'll enjoy tmr yea . haha :) ~
I swear I coughed like hell ytd night . & its super irritating . no use lh mkn ubat . seriously . & I guess, I irritated Kakak much ? hehe . for disturbing her sleep :) I cld only sleep when its 0630 in e morning . Oh how great . Yes, I didnt went to school . Yay [?]
& Im really very sorry Burny coz I paitao-ed you . theres no reason actually . Uhhh, I'll make it up to you . We'll meet pretty soon okay . Sorrrrryyy ~
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺