school's been such a bore ): I seemed to be concentrating, but nothing goes into my brain . For example, math just now . was just copying down what Ms Chow wrote . but I understood absolutely NOTHING . & CT's just next week . great ah great .
i hate e way everything's are right now . its simply not fair . I cnt go anywhere I want, for e time being [?] Tsktskk . then tell me, what can I do at home ? dnt ask me to study yet . Coz I tell you, for sure . nothing will be absorbed to my brain . other then that ? Simply nothing . Eeeee .. I felt so controlled . i hate it .
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ytd night was really, wasnt e night for me . Seriously . Yeah, Ayah fetched me home from sch . like, wth ~ been 'lectured' for a moment . we made our way back home then . went out w Kakak aft tht . walk here walk there, still dont know wht to buy . Oh, we ate at seoul grdn . Wow, Kakak's treat . Nyehaha ~ I was extremely hungry at that time . since mrng I havent eat mah . Although I'm hungry, I seem to have no good appetite, Still ): Umm, I do actually, but not until I thought of something . Gosh, suddenly my mood change ):
aft eating, we walk here & there, bought new barbel . Eek . lamer2 tgk not nice uh . HAH . so then we went to e bazaar there, go meet Abg . towards e night, I totally aint got any mood . was feeling sad all e way . pdhl siang2 ok eyk . otw bck home in e bus, throughout e whole journey, I kept looking outside e window . no idea wy I just cnt keep my head looking to e front or whtvr .
idk wy lh . my heart feels so heavy suddenly .
yadayada~
I wasnt e way I am for e last two days . everything seems ok, Nothing's wrong . & I'm quite alryte . Not until ytd ): whenever I think about it, like automatically I'll burst into tears .
Haiy, idk wy I missed you so much ytd . I felt like I've lose you forever . I was so emotional ytd night . it has been some time since I last cried so much . aft what Mum has told me, I burst into tears . idk wy but I felt so sad upon hearing what she said . & knowing that you cried a lil too, idk . im just so sad . feeling awfully pathetic .
I just hope I cld get over this pretty soon . I hate to be sad . Really . being sad isnt a good thing mayn .
I'm gonna miss everything too . most of all, I'm gonna miss you, much . you said you'd text me . since mrng till now nothing pn ..
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺
