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SIGH . haa . athirah, read yr blog :)
i find myself to be really crappy in terms of a broken relationship . idk wy . mind this post . mind me .
i just find it so hard to get rid of you . have you like, cast a spell on me or smth ? its killing me lh . well i know . Sofia, you still got a longggg long way to go . k yes i know . but for this one, i shall say . im still so stucked up about it ): i really got no idea wy . what made me love you so much tht i'm having a hard time to let go of you ? sometimes, i blame myself for loving you . really . but nevertheless, i continue to love you . but end up, yeah . shits happened . you said you've changed .. is tht so ? then whts this ? you really dissapoint me . i told myself to stop thinking bout you . & lessen the temptation of checking on your profile & get updated bout you . you know, i shldnt be doing all tht . coz i think, i shld have alrd get over you . but sadly, i had not !
my heart felt so crushed when i getta know bout this & that . have you even, ever thought about how & what i feel ? have you ? what is it tht you want from a girl ? mind telling ? arent you tired of hurting a girl's feeling ? arent you ?! Zaki . im so sorry tht im posting bout this . but i guess, this is e only way you cld knw how i feel & all . if i were to text you, rest assured . it'll never end . i'll get fucked up instead, for sure . i dnt knw what wrong i had done to you . i dnt knw whts lacking . i dnt knw whts wrong . nothing at all . i knw nothing ! e problem lies w you . just whats wrong w you ? idk wy . i still love you aft all those things you did . sumpah tk tawuuuuu asl . of all e other guys i've ever be w, they aren't like you . i dnt feel like this before . uh, irritating much . i hate this feeling lh ok . im just so sad that you're like this . i dont understand you . im lying if i say i wld love to see (insert name) to be w u .. of coz i dnt . but oh-well, its yr choice dude . uh, c'mon . thought twice ? made yr decision ?? please lh . change fr e better . i know you cld . its just tht, you wldnt ! i dont understand you . i just dont ... i miss receiving those texts & calls, being w you . ily . imy . iny . but its pointless fr me to say all this . coz you're just so stubborn anyway .
girls aren't for you to play their feelings w . get tht in your thick skull .
if only you knw me inside out, will you then realise about everything . just so you know . istilldoloveyou . in just 2 more days dude . TWO MORE DAYS !! it's wasted eh ? you're e cause ! ):
im sorry . mind me . mind me . mind me . my apologise . this is e only way i cld let him knw . Once again, very Sorry .
not seeking any attention . but babi wow , i didnt sleep . Wow [?] afiahhh . haniiiss . i need you two .
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺