hokay . did went out today . in which, i tink . i shldnt have gone to -.- i wnted to stay at hm today, actually . but .. theyknowiknow . so end up, i went out still . Haa ! nothing much to update bout today . Oh, its 3am nw . babi . tk ley tdo lh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well you seeeee .. more & more mishap happening gituu . im like, alrd . lost, a very, very very trusted bestfriend ): nahh, not lost . ahhh , in other words . we did had a tiff somehow . yeah ? & im sorry . i really am . i didnt mean to hurt your feelings in any way . i didnt noticed it . sumpah i tell you . its not totally your fault lh k . i've got lots to say to ya . but nt in msn, idk wy i cnt type it all out . so i might as well jux type here aye ?
Nur Afiah , i dnt wnt us to be drifting apart . i do need you . dnt say tht i simply ignore bout you . sungguh tidak benar lh k . i know, im nw . like more to Them . & i do admit , at times . i didnt even think of you . i didnt even have e thought of meeting you or wht-so-ever . yes, i do . but hey look , im reallyreallyreally sorry . & if you were to think/ say tht , only when im having probs or so, only then will i find you . i knw you might think like tht . so here im telling you . yes, it may seem to be so . & its like, alrd shown . but to think again, im nt . i admit, i didnt even text you or call you to ask to meet up or so . idk wy . it jux doesnt cross my mind . & im sorry , fr being a heartless friend. im nt trying to be humble . im jux saying wht i think is right . & nw, you said . you cnt be close w me anymore . u jux cnt bring yrslf to do so . wy seyh ? really, i dnt wnt us to be apart . cnt we jux be like last time ? everywhr i go, you're w me . everywhr you go, im w u . yeah like u knw ! like gt glue like tht ?? yeah , its true tht we're nw nt in tht state anymore. but we cn make it happen again ryte ? abt e pit/ picnic tingy, rest assured i'll discuss it w Hanis & will then tell you . but wei . tk kn nk tggu smpi itu hari aru kite ok ? =/ & okay . bout you & yan . i cnt blame you fr always meeting him . so wht if you wna meet him . his yr guy, so wy shld i be too sensitive bout tht aye ? k, idk wy i jux gt tiz feeling whenever uyou get online & i see your pictures w him . tk tawuuuuuuuuu knape . k . somehow or rather, sometimes . i feel, you .... nahh, idk hw shld i say . nehmind, frgt it . jux tiz thing yo my friend . as a bestie, as a friend whom you used to be closed w last time, waa syg sama lu lh k . apart juz bcoz you think im making a big deal out of Them ~ its simply, bullshit lh ok ? i aint one of them . so wht when you getta knw, i do hang out w them or whtvr . im jux hanging ouuuut . i aint one of themmm , fr goodness sake ! k .. please please please . & to YOU jgk . i bkn bdk drg -.-"
well . thats all i've gotta say . i hope we're be okay sooner or later aye . & its nt only bcoz of jux nw, tht i strtd to post bout tiz . i jux wnt you to knw . please erase those ugly thoughts . meet up sooooooon babe . pape pn, aku mintak sorrrryy banyaak2 ! hokay . im nt mad you . im jux too, fucked up . maybe . haix .
aite . im done . long one . bace lh krg . doesnt cncrn about anyone or anything whom You are looking frwrd to read about . hahahaha ! bodo . so anw, fique's up tmr ! i wna go i wna go i wna goooo ! )':
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺
