Heyho ! fia making friendsterrrrr accounttttttttttt .
ahahaha . k, needless to say actually . hehe :) anyway, im at home today . whole day . didnt intend to go out . coz i've been out for like 4 or 3 days straight ? & im tired plus aint got any mood = Okay . been spending time w Elina fr e past few days .. haa . suddenly rpt alek ey ? haha . K, gd fr us . been out most of e time . either lpk or meet someone or got smth on or, idk . thts all .. but to tell e truth, i aint feeling alright . Still ~ tk tao lh ey nape . even tho met ppl, met him ..
Naahh, smth jux reallyreally pull me down . like yalah . i kept getta knw bout y'knowww . SHITS y'know, shits . i hate it when i getta knw it . but idk wy. i wld always have e urge to check on it everytime i went online . & precisely, it hurts to knw . but i still keep on finding out more about it . & so, i felt so down . but well, ____ doesnt even care to knw bout hw i feel eh ? Hmm . pape lh ..~ i really dnt knw wht else to say . to me, we're not okay .
& todaaaaaaaayy . im feeling awfully pathetic O.O i miss mom ))): like jux now, i text her .. asking hw she is & blablabla .she asked wthr i missed her . ahaa ! & suddenly i cried while replyingggg )': nehhh ~ i miss her . Cis .
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&, most of all . i feel tht im not being cared for . so bleeeaaah nye feeling . do i look like a doll who has no feelings to you ? i guess, i asked too much . but No, dnt think so . aint enuf .deres more actually .. but its okay .ltr cn elaborate more on it aye .thts if you care .wei . i knw evrything, i think . so dnt bother to hide it frm me k ? iloveyou veryveryvery much . no other words cld express how much my love is for you .
so k whtvr , my blog .i type you read .i dont feel any love, sadly .it doesnt feel e same anymore . chicks, happy ?dnt ask wy i post bout such things . i jux wnted to .. whtvr, let ppl read . i dnt give a damn .
read & understand . i know you cnt ! neninenibubu ! its quite a long post .
tell me if you don't need me anymore .tell me if you don't love me anymore.
be frank baby .seriously . coz i can't take it no more .i thought you cld understand me .but im wrong .im jux giving you one last chance to save our relationship .
you know,i love you with all my heart .i really loved you . & im afraid to lose you .thats is why i cant bear to see you get in contact or get close w other girls .i felt cheated .i knw you're someone who simply find it hard to really express your feelings .its alright, coz maybe you're still too young .
baby, i really love you . only you that i want .i want to save tiz relationship .i cant bear to lose youuu ! ): Labels: am prepared .
BONDYBONDY 5:33 PM
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