everyday has been such a bore to me . i aint feeling alright for most of the time . kept thinking about this & that . Uhhhh ...
irritating much .
i've been having bad dreams too, lately . is it a sign ? could be . i cant or should i say, i dont feel it as lively as it was last time . how i really wish, e way we are during e first two months, could still last up till today . dont mind i post this aye . theres noone i could share this with, personally . so you see, as the days goes by . your __ for me has seem to be fading . i thought like that . i felt like that . is it true ? i've been thinking a lot lately . thus, it'll make me feel worst -.- but i just couldnt help the feeling of thinking about it yo . i hardly sleep early nowadays . ard 4+ ? will i then go to sleep . frankly speaking, while i wasnt asleep . i do talk on the phone . with who ? with him & her . Aite . just friends . my late night friends . dont think asl boley . coz that guy friend of mine, is attached too . OKAY . & we're very close, indeed . i'm sure you know who it is . he knows what state i'm in . & i should thank him for being one very understanding friend . am not bragging . & to him only will i can tell everything & anything . idk wy . no special reasons, but .. idk . he just understands me . ahhh, thanksthanks mayn . & her , na'ah . at times she could be the one making me smile all the time . but apart from that, she too . can bring my mood dowwwwn . but i love her . nyehaha . alright, the point is . i just need someone to talk to me everyday, everynight,everytime . ahhhh . every minutes & seconds too i should say . to be there for me whenver i need him her them mereka doraaaanggg . i just feel too lonely . & you, i really miss you . i cant deny that . i love you so much that i cant bring myself to get over you or something . i sumpah miss you gile babi seyh b )':
so, am i typing any nonsense here ? no right . this is a good post . Uh, better than the rest . as in, about you [?] Yeah . y'know ! i cant get myself to like any other guys . idk wy that i really cant . every now & then, i'll think of you . eheh baboooon, gua syg sama lu lh !~
bleeeeaaahhh . to you girlfy, i know you wouldnt wanna campor tgn anymore about this matter or so . i cant blame you . you advised me more than enough . i appreciate that . nonetheless, i still do need you mayn friend . well, just heck care about the paragraph above k ?
ayeee . till here . im tired of typing . baruuuu 1.30am . still early to sleeeeeeep ! so letme do what i think i could do . Oh, i had been eating a lot at night ! eeeekk ! k bye & have a nice day ahead .
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺