its up to you . if thats wht you think . you keep giving me sarcastic remarks . which makes me feel so down & thus, more hopeless . you knew i've been like this all this while . something's bothering me . you dont even care to ask me . all you know is to keep blaming me & stressing me up . by asking me to do this & that . which obviously, i aint gna do .
you said bcoz of all THAT, it makes me e way i am now . you sure abt it ? think again . have you ever spent sometime w me ? having a goodygoody talk ? have you ? you dnt even have e time to . you keep saying . im always hanging out . be back home late . always otf . alwayys ~ ah whtvr . those things tht you dnt like . you didnt even think of wy i did tht . you keep putting me in w wrong . but Seriously, wht wrong have i done ? if i were to even, rly concentrate in my studies . do you think my results gna turn out to be a super real goody one ? imma slowpoke . rmmbr tht . i cnt force myself to do things you've asked to . you assume tht i had One . & i knw, you're referring to e wrong person . its nt even him, fr god's sake ! he's jux a great bestie of mine . oh hello . please get tiz right . to think tht you cld even thought abt tht . how wrong cn you be . i know, i've been slacking jux too much . but i cnt help it. i cnt bring myself to studies . i rly lose focus on it . wht cn i do ? even if i fucking force myself . it'll get worse . think again . stop blaming me . stop giving me sarcastic remarks . stop giving me pressures . its rly too much . i cnt hold it any longer . i need some space . be it either on studies . relationships . family . friendships . AAHHH & whtvr else . please, stop tiz . i know you want e best out of me . you want me to succeed in studies & all . but hey, its getting harder each time . so please, try to understand .
I'M TRYING
oh god, please give me e strength to overcome all tiz . )':
well, mind my english . its getting shitty-er .
BONDYBONDY 5:41 PM
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That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺