out today with Afiah & Atikah. whr to ? dont ask. Its WHOLE lot of fun. correct phrase ? Oh-whtvr. enjoyed at first. but towards e end. something happened & i tkde mood tros. let me ask ey. Must mintak permission ke klau kite nk gi sumwhr which is not so far from our hometown ? Is it wrong jux not to tell ? Seriously, i forgotten to tell her. But hey, im sorry. Tried to explain , but disuruh DIAM. now wht ? wht else are you so not satisfied with me ? play laptop also wrong. Then wht else ? whtvr im doing doesnt menyusahkan you. Ish ! If im wrong then I'm SORRY. but , oh-wht ? you didnt even gave me a chance to explain things out, instead you asked me to shuddup. Dont allow me to go out with friends anymore ? Jolly well oke . Then, i'll stay at home & do my stuffs. Even if im playing e laptop , pls do not asked me to switch it off or wht so ever. Oke ? NOt trying to be rude here. But i simply dont understand you. Its been a longlong time since i meet them ; my friends. & only now then i getta meet them. At least, gimme a chance to experience freedom for at least one day. Still cant ? Jolly well dont let me out in e first place. Right ?
-& YOu, doesnt seemed to be bothered about anything,right? I asked about it. Cox im concern about you. & why ? you replied ' ade lah.." . as if you jux dont wanna tell me. Ey , asl ? who am i to you ? stranger or smth? even if tt qn i cant ask you , then... whts e point ? why isit so hard for you to tell me ? Jiie told me 'something' about you. & i somehow didnt believe. Coz i rather see it myself. but, im confused. I asked Amir. He's not sure & he dont know. Asked Fad. your very close friend,too, dont know. So i see... you've been keeping everything from them ? Fad asked me something jux now. & oh, i replied i dunnnnnnoooo~. & you see. he say we kekek ? wth Fad-.- i msged you, & you seem not to have e moooood. Somehow or rather, usually, you wld AT LEAST reply smth which cn prolong our msging stuffs. ok but jux now was super.... i dunno wht. If you're tired of it. IM MORE tired laa oke ? been mengalah-ing all e time. I guess you jux dont realise it. Dont you ? Friends are pengubat sakit hati . You are e cause of this heartache. Because of you ey , i super no mood alrd oke ? + her nagging ;
WHY DO these PEOPLE do this ? they jux dont understand SOFIA . Satu , everything kene mintak permission . I dont wanna compare anything with your other children laa. but hey, you're making it so obvious & i felt super jealous about it . I also need freedom wht. Yg berpatutan laa at least. But whts dis ? everything cnnt ? then whts e point of you letting me go out??
-& YOu , i jux dun understand you . TALKED about this smth many times. put effort ey ? ITS you who dont laa sei .nw wht ?
HEY, im fed-up alrd laa oke. im tired of all this. when cn i have everything tt i want ? when cn everything be normal ? jux like e way i want ? i've had enough of this stupid life. freedom, yes i want. but yes, must have e limit. YesyesYes, i want tt . but well i see.. i jux cant . wht do parents think nowadays ar ? go out with friends like mine , i wld go hanyut ey ? eh pls laa. dont look down on my frens cn ? they're not wht u think. You're so totally wrong . i have my own thiking & i know how to tc of myself. & another one. if this goes on it realli goes nowhr. Hmm, I realli envied Hanis. sshhhh~ .
**that's all about it. venting my anger.
has been how many posts ar ? i've been writing out about my feelings ?
gaahhh =(((((((((((
-& ohya, STUPID skate-boarders. NO LIFE.
go fine one cn ? Its great you know.
not having life is super no good.
wanna noe why ? cox all you ppl do is menggatal & skateboarding. ;)
go find one aytes-.-
BONDYBONDY 12:25 AM
❙Sofia Bond
That's just a nick . Khairun Sofia it is .
I may not be a loud or friendly person, but do getta know me well first before you judge me .
Im nice okey ? Haha . I love my family, I love Fiqqy♡. Thankyou ☺